A Mysterious Rose in the Lost & Found.....

At first I thought this mysterious lonely Rose to be an imitation. I touched it's petals and realized, "wow! it's real! what's a nice rose like you doing in a place like this?"   She was a very thirsty Rose when I found her. So I picked up a container, filled it with water and set on a bookshelf like so.As I started to tell people about the rose incident, all made comments about Brendan sending it to me.

Brendan Photo UCSC Found In Confuzine

From Natural Koncept Confuzine---Brendan UCSC

Dream 2/12/19

I'm in the McHenry library and it looks like a military base.  I get word that Brendan was in a serious car accident and is permanently injured. It sounds like he has many broken bones and may not be able to move again. But in the dream he is alive. I keep calling him on his cell phone but he never answers. I keep texting him.  I know he is very far away. I keep calling the "hospital" where they say he is staying, but I'm not allowed to talk to him.  Throughout the dream I keep thinking of him, trying to visualize his injuries and what he may need and I want to go to him but I can't.  His folks talk to me about Brendan moving in with me because he will not have any place to go when he comes out of the hospital. He will be too handicapped to take care of himself. 

Dreams of Attempted Phone Calls to Brendan

I keep having dreams of Brendan the past couple of nights. In the dream I find myself driving from Mission Dr towards Davenport, Hwy 1. 

I realize he hasn't called me in months. I keep forgetting he's dead. I keep forgetting his phone number..... has to be dialed differently and on a different phone. I even use voice to text asking my phone to call Brendan. I get this sense that he is in school (college) pretty far away. He's very busy.

The phone that I use is old, damaged, the keys don't work properly. It looks broken. I get the sense that I have been trying to call him on and off for quite awhile.