Dreams of Attempted Phone Calls to Brendan

I keep having dreams of Brendan the past couple of nights. In the dream I find myself driving from Mission Dr towards Davenport, Hwy 1. 

I realize he hasn't called me in months. I keep forgetting he's dead. I keep forgetting his phone number..... has to be dialed differently and on a different phone. I even use voice to text asking my phone to call Brendan. I get this sense that he is in school (college) pretty far away. He's very busy.

The phone that I use is old, damaged, the keys don't work properly. It looks broken. I get the sense that I have been trying to call him on and off for quite awhile.