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Poems That Comfort Me In The Night



Love Sonnets

by Pablo Neruda

When I die, I want your hands on my eyes:

I want the light and wheat of your beloved hands

To pass their freshness over me once more:

I want to feel the softness that changed my destiny.

I want you to live while I wait for you, asleep.

I want your ears still to hear the wind,


I want you to sniff the sea’s aroma that we loved together,

To continue to walk on the sand we walk on.

I want what I love to continue to live,

And you whom I love and sang above everything else

To continue to flourish, full-flowered;

So that you can reach everything my love directs you to,

So that my shadow can travel along in your hair,

So that everything can learn the reason for my song.



Nothing Gold Can Stay
by Robert Frost
Nature’s first green is gold,

Her hardest hue to hold.

Her early leaf’s a flower; 

But only so an hour.

Then leaf subsides to leaf.

So Eden sank to grief,

So dawn goes down to day.

Nothing gold can stay.

The Road Not Taken
by Robert Frost
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could
.
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair. 

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that, the passing there. 

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
.
In leaves no step had trodden black
.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh 

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood,
 and I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

Death is Nothing at All
by Canon Henry Scott-Holland
Death is nothing at all,
I have only slipped away
into the next room.
I am I, and you are you.
Whatever we were to each other,
that we are still.
Call me by my old familiar name,
speak to me in the easy way which you
have always used to.
Put no difference in your tone,
wear no forced air of
solemnity or sorrow.
Laugh as we always laughed at
the little jokes we enjoyed together.
Let my name be ever the household
word that it always was, let it be spoken
without effect, without a trace of shadow on it.
Life means all that it ever meant.
It is the same as it ever was;
there is unbroken continuity.
Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight?
I am waiting for you, for an interval somewhere very near,
just around the corner.
All is well. Nothing is past; nothing is lost.
One brief moment and all will be as it was before.
How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!

Elegy for Your Absence
by H.R. Hays
In that moment you sailed for all of death,
Into profound oceans of silence
With long hours of sleeping pupils,
And a flock of doves caught in your dreams.
Now you are already in distant moonlight,
More yourself than in the arrows of your golden clock
Where you reckoned such a shoreless moment
For the thirst of wings that was burning on your shoulders.
You shall have vaulted seas stared at by inquietude,
Abysses in the timid solitude of your absence;
And in the night you shall have been delicate warm breeze
Close to that crumb of our amorous earth.
Long embrace of breath over the poppies
And a laugh and a song without words or music;
With a “Here I am,” glad of past wakefulness,
And a “forever” warm in the cool plain.
As you leave pressed in the arms of silence
The light of our words shall echo more clearly
And in each stanza of air an accent shall be entangled
And in each butterfly more wings shall be born to you.
Gladness of being alive for that eternal day,
Knowing yourself in the water, in the sun, and in the grass.
Among the clouds you shall make nativities of silver
And you shall discover your nest in a tree of stars.

Brendan's Glasses Were So Much Apart of His Identity to Me.....



I've suddenly become hooked on Gaelic Lament Songs or (keening). My grief therapist mentioned keening to me during my second appointment with her. I finally remembered to look it up on YouTube the other night. I have to say that these lament songs are even more powerful than the Buddhist & Hindu Mantras and Prayers I've been using in rituals for Brendan.

Here is a link to a 6 minute YouTube video explaining keening.

If you're prepared to cry, here are a few songs that have been the most cathartic balm for my aching heart. The music draws the sadness and pain out, through the intense melodic mixture of high  and low notes. It's the most amazing expression of therapeutic grief that I've ever experienced.  It hurts to listen yet it also helps. These songs speak so deeply of my pain. The cells of my body resonate to the melodies. (Must be my Great-grandmother from Ireland coming through).

Song of Keening by Aine Minogue

Mo Ghille Mear (My Gallant Hero)  I'll list the lyrics at the bottom of the page. Both incredibly heartwarming and heartbreaking.
 
Caoineadh Cu Chulainn  (Lament for My Son)
Lyrics:
Aye laddie are ya goin now?
Are ye goin' now?
Will you stay awhile?
Kin of my faint & flickering heart,
And spend a moment with me.

Yes, I know.
Time has been clipped
and you are set free.
But for just a moment
Would you sing of
Caoineadh Cu Chulainn

Sing like Davey.
Capture my longing
and know that I too
wish to return to my home

The water flowing here
will carry you back to
the home you left by the sea.
And there you will wake
in the long morning and
come to know.

Oh laddie,
Are you goin' just now.
Can't you stay awhile longer?
Sit and we will share the last
golden drop of the wee
dram that is you and me.





Mo Ghille Mear (My Gallant Hero)


Lá na mara
Lá na mara nó rabharta
Guth na dtonnta a leanadh
Guth na dtonnta a leanfad ó
Lá na mara nó lom trá
Lá na mara nó rabharta
Lá an ghainimh, lom trá
Lá an ghainimh
(The day of the sea
The day of the sea or of the high tides
To follow the voice of the waves
I would follow the voice of the waves
The day of the sea or the ebb tide
The day of the sea or of the high tides
The day of the sands, the ebb tide
The day of the sands)
Can you feel the river run?
Waves are dancing to the sun
Take the tide and face the sea
And find a way to follow me
Leave the field and leave the fire
And find the flame of your desire
Set your heart on this far shore
And sing your dream to me once more
'Sé mo laoch mo ghile mear
'Sé mo Shéasar, gile mear
Suan gan séan ní bhfuair mé féin
Ó chuaigh I gcéin mo ghile mear
(He is my hero, my dashing darling
He is my Caesar, dashing darling
Rest or pleasure I did not get
Since he went far away, my darling)
Now the time has come to leave
Keep the flame and still believe
Know that love will shine through darkness
One bright star to light the wave
'Sé mo laoch mo ghile mear
'Sé mo Shéasar, gile mear
Suan gan séan ní bhfuair mé féin
Ó chuaigh I gcéin mo ghile mear
Amhrán na farraige
Ór are na seolta
Amhrán na farraige
Ag seoladh na bhfonnta...
(Song of the sea
Gold on the sails
Song of the sea
Sending the melodies...)
Lift your voice and raise the sail
Know that love will never fail
Know that I will sing to you
Each night as I dream of you
'Sé mo laoch mo ghile mear
'Sé mo Shéasar, gile mear
Suan gan séan ní bhfuair mé féin
Ó chuaigh I gcéin mo ghile mear
Ag seinm na farraige
Ag seinm na farraige
(Playing the sea
Playing the sea)
Seinn... Play...
'Sé mo laoch mo ghile mear
'Sé mo Shéasar, gile mear
Suan gan séan ní bhfuair mé féin
Ó chuaigh I gcéin mo ghile mear
Gile mear, the wind and sun
The sleep is over, dream is done
To the west where fire sets
To the gile mear, the day begun
'Sé mo laoch mo ghile mear
'Sé mo Shéasar, gile mear
Suan gan séan ní bhfuair mé féin
Ó chuaigh I gcéin mo ghile mear
'Sé mo laoch mo ghile mear
'Sé mo Shéasar, gile mear
Suan gan séan ní bhfuair mé féin
Ó chuaigh I gcéin mo ghile mear
Ó chuaigh I gcéin mo ghile mear
(Since he went far away, my darling)
Amhrán na farraige
Ór are na seolta
Ag seoladh na bhfonnta
(Song of the sea
Gold on the sails
Sending the melodies)
Songwriters: Paddy Moloney / Sean Macreamoinn